the devil whispering in my ear

couldn't understand what the hell she was whispering about, but it was all very angry and otherwise discontent. like hannibal lector trying to get my to swallow my tongue ~ but migs had it coming!

something to do on sunday

broke on a sunday. nothing to report. i cleaned the house, worked on my blog for a while. i put on a pot of coffee, rolled a joint and watched my favorite cartoon on tv.

i need to get the maintenance people over to the apartment to at least fix the leaking sink. never mind that right now. i stuck my head out the front door and it was a nice day, so i needed to go out and do something.

i check online and found that the harold washington library was open until 5p – and i decided that would be a fun outing.

i showered and left the apartment, stopping by the asian grocery store to buy a banana. i got on the redline going towards jackson and read HST – “Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas” to pass the time.

this building is amazing, 9 floors of books and shit – almost like a museum. they are very proud of it

it is getting close to closing time, and my battery is about juiced out.

peace!

granville redline

::IMPORTANT NOTICE::

please enjoy a pic of my kitty drinking from the toilet.

the wind is biting and so is indy

1am - it’s a blustery 20°f, and as the news loves to report “colder by the lake”. the same lake i live by. cheers for my 5$ coat! and lets not forget the new space heater, another recent craigslist purchase.

heat - i’m loving it.

about 10:30 i went to take care of HA’s cats for him while he is off in toronto visiting family.

yes the cats were adopted while HA and i were together, sadly, he wanted to keep them. but to be fair, i have my own pussy that came with me into the relationship and consequently left with me.

i walked the few blocks thru the biting ne wind @ 21mph – to clean kitty litter off the floor, fill food/ water bowls, scoop poop – briefly entertain – all to find out the wind isn’t the only thing that is biting this evening.

the past 3 weeks have not been kind

i will write more later, when i have the chance, but here's part of my excuse for being lazy - and i do have a LOT to say. but for now!! as the title states, ain't been a good 3 weeks;

i just got out of the hospital today - and have the day off tomorrow. hopefully i'll use the time to write.

the nurses affectionately referred to this sack of fluid, hanging from a pole on wheels, draining into my arm as my "co-pilot"

....having moved around a lot my whole life, i've been in many states....

massachusetts, maine, colorado, illinois, drunk, sober, medicated, elated, depressed.

i'm in three of them now. i'm feeling alright....

false advertising

a neon sign outside a hair salon on belmont.

i was so disillusioned